Thursday, June 10, 2004

no judgements please...

I told one of my friends briefly what was going on. See she is very religious and true to her faith and beliefs and I love her to pieces but when she heard what I was up to. She did make a judgement that I shouldn't be doing that cause that was wrong.

Maybe it was but I finally felt my blood flowing again. Who's to say how one should live? I tried to do the right thing for a long time and where did it get me? It buried me alive and killed all my motivation.

I told her, if you love me as your dear friend, you will not judge me in any way shape or form. She insisted on praying for my salvation and I gave her that. I still think that was judging, I felt judged! I know God does not want me miserable either.

So, please no JUDGEMENT!